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I'm not quite sure why, but I'm feeling a bit down today. I'm worried about the future, even though I got some news that means I'll have a bit more money in the future (and no free time, but I just spend all my free time reading fanfic and not doing anything productive, anyway). I'm worried about the recession and whether I'll be teaching next year. And then I feel bad because at least I have a roof over my head and a car and food and access to health care. I'm also missing some people desperately. I'm restless here, and bored at work, but I find it a hard slog to do things that would better my situation.

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Blah, I feel like I'm acting like angsty teenager. Emo Ekat is emo! ^^;