A Hazy Shade of Winter

[ekaterinn]

*sighs* I hate being so emotional. I wish my emotions would just go /away/ sometimes. I won't go into why I'm feeling emotional right now, because I don't feel like sorting through the tangle of reasons on paper. I'm just going to drink my coca and write because nobody is around to talk to. *sighs* I want my Bej. Or at least someone to talk to. I don't want to be alone right now, but I don't want to go out because it's raining and cold and I'm miserable enough as it is.

I didn't get any sleep last night - I kept tossing and turning and having wierd dreams. If you think this is a depressing entry, be glad I didn't write one this morning. I went to Organic at 8:30 but I didn't learn a thing. Completely and utterly worthless. I don't even know why I'm doing Science. I skipped out of Latin after taking my quiz. I told him I didn't feel well, which was true enough. That was the high point of my day. Let's not even go into Genetics.

I want to see Bej. I think I'll call her tomorrow or Sunday or ask her to call me tonight. I still have to do her surprise. ^^;; And I need to do something for ma belle.

I have so many things to do it's not even funny. I don't feel like doing any of them. I should be sleeping, if I'm not working, but I'm not that tired either. Maybe I should take a nap anyways - I'm going out to see Preaching to the Perverted with Chris tonight and I'll need my energy.

Or maybe not. I think I'll try to get some work done now. If anyone's reading this, thanks for listening.

*disappears*

And the leaves that are green turn to brown...

Comments

Re: continued

[ekaterinn.livejournal.com]

Ohhh...this is so cool! So you've started writing this, ne? I hardly know what to write in response, but I'll do Tor's view of things later...thanks, love! *hugs*